For years, driving by, I would see her lonely figure sitting on the bench. I never stopped, but in time I grew used to her presence there and I would look to touch base visually when I passed. Huddled inward and completely covered, she had erected a shell between herself and the outside world, perhaps retreating to the safety of her own thoughts to live in a world of her own choosing. I could identify with that on some level.

I don’t recall ever seeing what she looked like, for in my recollection she was always completely covered. She was consistently there for years, eventually becoming a part of that corner. And then, without realizing when exactly the transition occurred, I began noticing that she was no longer there. The bench was empty. A part of the corner felt missing.

The corner has long called to me to come photograph it some night. The street corner itself is stylish as street corners go, now that the utility box near the bench has been painted as part of Eureka’s utility box beautification project (its handle is at the right edge of the image). The curved wood and iron bench is fashionable and smart. There is a small shade tree, which was out of view behind me, and beneath everything a classic brick sidewalk ties it all together. I had thought to photograph the scene in its entirety, but looking into the camera’s viewfinder it felt like something was missing from the composition. It was the woman on her bench. What ever became of her? I didn’t know. And then oddly, almost by necessity, everything fell away as the mystery of the empty bench drew me to it. The missing element became the subject, and I photographed an empty bench.

I shared the image in one of Humboldt County’s Facebook pages, thinking maybe someone would see the empty bench and remember the person who used to occupy it. I was amazed to find an outpouring of heartwarming stories from people who had noticed her there and remembered her. In a flood of personal tales, people told their stories of meeting the woman or simply of being accustomed to seeing her there. Many shared feelings about the empty bench left behind. It touched the humanity within me that so many people had noticed her, and that she had become such a part of that place for so many. The corner without the woman is an outdoor art exhibit, a living installation with its shade tree, a brick sidewalk, a three-dimensional mural and a pretty bench — and for a long time a living human was a part of it, and her absence was felt by many.

The Fourth and E streets’ corner seems to be having some kind of vortex moment of confluent thought energy (who ya gonna call?). The same night I photographed it two people mentioned thinking about the woman who had sat there. Others had been thinking of her recently. Then David Heller wrote a historical piece about Eureka in the 1800s for Redheaded Blackbelt that came out on Jan. 3, just two days after I had photographed the corner — and his piece included an undated photograph of Fourth and E streets in Eureka from long ago when the area was part of what was called “Chinatown.” Without knowing, I would guess the photo is at least 100 years old, possibly from the 1800s. I’m guessing from the look of things in the photo in his article that it was taken before automobiles were popular. Here is the link to that story: http://kymkemp.com/2020/01/03/odd-old-news-kill-the-serpent-in-the-egg/ .

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David Wilson is a Humboldt-grown photographer. His longtime love is creating nighttime images and he...

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  1. Several times I gave her a sandwich and she thanked me and smiled. I told her people cared about her and anyone would be happy to help her. She smiled and thanked me again and retreated into her hood. I have missed her, too. Thanks for this.

  2. Does anyone know what became of her? I moved awsy a couple of years ago, but I remember seeing her every evening on my way home. My day wasn’t complete without knowing she was okay and I still pray for her.

  3. I took a photo of her hunched up on a bench on a rainy morning with the large temperature readout sign reading 40 just above and behind her bench. It had been in the thirties the night before.I posted that photo because it showed so clearly the atrocity, abandonment, loneness etc. People who knew here better than I commented, she stays at that bench for a reason. I commented that then housing near by so she could still visit that bench would be what she needed.

    I and others were worried however when she was gone from the bench so quickly after the photo. But found out she had finally be given housing and I even saw her sitting at the bench smiling, her head up. Maybe after awhile she even stopped needing the bench when she had care from other human beings that was significant enough to truly help her not just keep her on life support in an agonizing condition.

  4. I once saw a woman leave her car running at a red light, remove her own shoes, hand them to the woman, and trudge back to her car which I was behind, as the light turned green. In sock feet in a rainstorm. I felt the beauty of the potential in our humanity in that moment.

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